for heaven's sake

i honestly feel like shit now.

maybe is because after listening to " I Don't Love You" by My Chemical Romance for about gazillion times today.

the fact is, although i kept denying it, is that i still have feelings for you. which are unexplainable.

looking at you just make my heart feel melty and aqueous but you also constantly make and ruin my day just by one single teeny action or word.

yes, the fact that you are not aware of my little crush on you makes it worse

yeah, but even if u knew, would u make a move? No i don't think so.

because you're so totally in love with her. which i hate to even think of. let alone write it.

so why do i keep falling for boys who are taken? why can't i fall for one who is single?

has the world changed? all the popular guys are taken and the opposites are single?

well,it seems in the girls world it's the opposite. sometimes. the not so nice ones are taken. this is unfair. *sulks*

yes, i have fallen for one i assumed was single. but somebody as nice as him would be snapped up in a second.

i'm such a dumbass~=.=